Spacestar TheThundersuncat

Yes, I too buy a 99 stack of nocturnes every saturday. 160%- 266% is a fair price increase, no? We also have an imposter in our midst. It's terrible

u okay, gamingcookie?

I'm not sure if that's the word I'd use But they're interesting at least though I'll never forget this snapper So majestic. Somehow.

so I bought this fodder primal since I need a male for Beltane. With black-ish wings. It's been more than a month... He's kind of okay? There's nothing to do with the tert, though.

Oh, god, you must be in so much pain right now. Why is this how it starts?

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He's gorgeous! And hello. Welcome to the forums

And a sunset eyeburner Not the best Coatl But a pretty cute fae. More than okay for 115 kt total

I completed three breeding couples. The other red one. More unstable, but... they're potentially gorgeous just as much as these: Not optimal, but he's not descended from Violet or Jerandur. Unlike 99.8% of his kind. Yay for purple butterflies. And this guy: Whose wings won't be an issue with: Very lucky preorder. The others were black/obsidian and no other breeding couple I know of has filigree.

I'm so sorry they're treating you to this. I don't think it helps, but... From what I've known, that's not a uncommon reaction from parents finding out that: a) their kid is neurodivergent and b) it can be drugged to hell. They usually calm down after some time, but it can look like this at least in parts: Worst case spiral -- the parent is: a moron, extremely controlling. No knowledge on mental health with a few loose screws themselves. How to calm a child: "cry it out". Or, less physically abusive: -- they're projecting their past issues onto you. Less anger, more aggressive fixing. This person will fail you as a parent until they're over it. The "spiral" Stage one: Denial, they don't have it that bad! Get it out!! Hysteria, every symptom is a crime. The goal: you don't actually "have" the thing. Surpress all symptoms, stomp it out. Rationalise in hindsight that it wasn't there, or it wouldn't have worked (Am I really like this, or just lazy/stupid/...) Anger: why are you like this?! If you'd only do x, y, z -- Stop resisting! So, micromanage to hell. Acceptance that it can't be forced out hasn't been reached. However, they're now using the outside world instead of demanding you magically change your inner being. (Unknown. Can be a back and forward between denial and bargaining, or take months on its own with normal people. The worst case parent might instill traits of BPD and remain stuck.) If done: Bargaining: autism moms. These poor parents. "I'm so sorry my son bothered you by standing in the same room and being himself 😢" --> internalised shame and future anxiety absorbed from the caretaker. The belief that you're less than others, your feelings always come second and there's no change. "Low functioning" people get reduced to lower sapience. No attempt to communicate with the child (non verbally, nothing is provided unless it is convenient to anyone but the parent, etc.) Convenience is the altar for any crimes inflicted on your person. Only the standard we have for you is right. There are no other values. You are worthless unless you reach C, D, E milestone right now. Depression: you're dead now. Not the "you're not my son/daughter" trans people would know it (better than me), but... it's like your sibling actually died. Only. It's you. They might even tell you that personally when asked. They're still less angry now and might actually listen from time to time. I don't know what that one does to people. It can do too many things to people. But you have to fight to get your way, or abandon a part of yourself. Which... Acceptance: let's be honest, most don't reach this stage. They likely understand you somewhat after... 5 years. Of trying. If they find out early, or are of any use as a parent, you'll have much more success. Meaning optimally, you'll only see fragments of that... But, I beg you, don't let them mess up your wellbeing with the outcome of these stages. You're fine. You're wonderful. But you won't feel better until you figure out it's them harming you, and not your being deficient. I can't tell you that it will get better, no one can. But it will at least be different no matter what in some time. Depression rarely steals less than 2-3 years of your life. But you'll live without despair eventually, even if you're still tired all the time. My grandfather is nearing 80 now. He lives. But it never left. I don't think I'll have it forever, but radically changing the future I had imagined for myself wasn't easy, either. You'll need to find your path in life, but it can't be the one you're going down now. That's the road to hell, and they're doing everything they can to have you stay on it.

1941

I got an email back a while ago, "I don't know" "Grades; what are these?" There's no ruling yet.

Before I die an unknown entity: 6. Favourite popular Nichelings 7. Name when joined? 8. Some previous or current pets?

Orrrr you could the raise the standard. But are you German, btw? Or was that an April Fools' thing?

I do not know the doorknob, oh god. But the rp family is Clover, you, Flower and Fawncat by what I learned yesterday.

1928

A MEMBER OF THE VAMPIRE CLUB!! Oh, no. How did I forget? But I'm white-white with dark eyes, which. Not helpful in pictures. One bit.

1. If you were serious about the shoebill... 2. Emmai 3. Agents of Shield. And the cursed numbers conspiracy of Lost 4. 14 or 15 5. Your neighbours have cats. Not sure about chickens. 6. Shelter, Minecraft. That one indie game with the tree? 7. Yes 8. Tall. Not super long or short hair, neither blonde nor some dark brown. I don't think you're pale for some reason, but don't tan much either. 9. Like this, but I don't haunt the art section. Maybe more broad and farther down the face? It's kinda wrong...

Oh, no. I've been found out. But how in the world did you know my lung capacity is that bad. Are you in cohort with ballons and birthday candles?

Racist. Sexist. Anti-LGTB conservatism. Subtle, but still. Would also eat Skysplash for being Christian. Pease, please don't interact with it. I know I've posted screenshots with the name attached, but ... I really need to make my own when I move out.