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  1. I didn’t know I would be getting this much support. Thank you so much, guys. I somehow expected this to be something everyone would pass up and not read. I’ll cherish your support, and everything should be looking up from the Prelude entry (unless, god forbid, something bad happens).

    Thank you guys so much for the support again *ü*

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  2. 3 minutes ago, Philo said:

    I hope all will go well for you @Goggles-kun ^^
    I think it's fine to try and keep the thread. As long as everyone stays supportive, all is fine.

    Thank you Senpai Philo-sama! (Remind me to never use that honorific again.)

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  3. Lexapro, the Prelude (first day):
    I’m... surprised? 

    The antidepressants shouldn’t be kicking in for a few weeks, but I believe I’m actually feeling some emotions I haven’t felt in a long time, such as love. (Yes; “hurr durr Alex you have a boyfriend you should feel love at a constant state” depression doesn’t do that in favor of you, sweetheart! But I do still love Golden.) I was even jokingly flirting with one of my good friends today and I actually felt a stroke of love after he threw a compliment back at me. It’s... complicated, but I haven’t felt love and affection in a long time, and I’m so happy about it.

    With the good news out of the way, I’ve got some bad news: the side effects. Today in science class I had a pounding headache and I felt very nauseous, so I had to run to the nurse’s office. Those are, apparently, side effects of the antidepressants I’m taking (Lexapro)? Hopefully it won’t happen tomorrow.

    —Alex

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  4. If you are not aware (none of you are I suspect), I have had an ongoing history of depression and suicidal thoughts/feelings, and as of today (May 29th) I am finally taking antidepressants to combat that. The brand I’m taking is called “Lexapro”, and hopefully it’ll help me in the long run.

    This topic thread is to help me keep track of what has happened every day or every other day and such.

    If this journal thread is not acceptable by community standards, I will gladly take it down. But I wish to keep it up for now until otherwise told.

     

    please enjoy! And thank you for being such an awesome community!

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  5. If I was the last person on Earth— WHAT THE HECK MY PROFILE PICTURE—

    ...I really don’t know what I would do. I’d be so lonely knowing that I am the only member of my species left. My family is gone. My friends are gone. What would I even do? For what purpose would my existence serve at this point? Yeah, I can do whatever I want, but there is no reason to at this point. My existence wouldn’t matter since no other intelligent being will remember it. I can have all the dogs in the world, but would that matter? I can declare myself the queen of the entire globe, but would that matter? I’m sure I’d pretty much go insane within a month! 

    The only point I see this being hopeful is me being pregnant when everyone ceases to exist... and if my offspring were to be a boy... you know where this is going, ladies and gentlemen

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  6. Just now, TundraKitsune said:

    Global warming will take over. When I grow up, the sky...

    ...will house an alien species that can change the direction of the wind and shatter people’s eardrums by whispering. When I grow up, America...

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  7. 6 hours ago, heyitsgeorgie said:

    doesn't the sky get yellow just before/ after a storm? we get that quite a lot in spring around here

    In my town it just gets very dark and gloomy cumulonimbus clouds. I think it’s been yellow before tho

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  8. 14 hours ago, Clover said:

    k

     

    here's the lyric of your song:

     

    "Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Shooting for the stars when I couldn't make a killing
    Didn't have a dime but I always had a vision
    Always had high, high hopes
    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Didn't know how but I always had a feeling
    I was gonna be that one in a million
    Always had high, high hopes

    Mama said
    Fulfill the prophecy
    Be something greater
    Go make a legacy
    Manifest destiny
    Back in the days
    We wanted everything, wanted everything
    Mama said
    Burn your biographies
    Rewrite your history
    Light up your wildest dreams
    Museum victories, everyday
    We wanted everything, wanted everything

    Mama said don't give up, it's a little complicated
    All tied up, no more love and I'd hate to see you waiting

    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Shooting for the stars when I couldn't make a killing
    Didn't have a dime but I always had a vision
    Always had high, high hopes
    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Didn't know how but I always had a feeling
    I was gonna be that one in a million
    Always had high, high hopes

    Mama said
    It's uphill for oddities
    The stranger crusaders
    Ain't ever wannabes
    The weird and the novelties
    Don't ever change
    We wanted everything, wanted everything

    Stay up on that rise
    Stay up on that rise and never come down
    Stay up on that rise
    Stay up on that rise and never come down

    Mama said don't give up, it's a little complicated
    All tied up, no more love and I'd hate to see you waiting
    They say it's all been done but they haven't seen the best of me
    So I got one more run and it's gonna be a sight to see

    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Shooting for the stars when I couldn't make a killing
    Didn't have a dime but I always had a vision
    Always had high, high hopes

    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Didn't know how but I always had a feeling
    I was gonna be that one in a million
    Always had high, high hopes
    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Shooting for the stars when I couldn't make a killing
    Didn't have a dime but I always had a vision
    Always had high, high hopes
    Had to have high, high hopes for a living
    Didn't know how but I always had a feeling
    I was gonna be that one in a million
    Always had high, high hopes"

     

    i love panic btw

    Aw, damn I love Panic at the Disco!

  9. 6 hours ago, Jojo said:

    I feel like the Nimbatus people only care about the Nimbatus section. They probably feel really weirded out by us ^^

    I have seen some of the Nimbatus guys pop over on the Niche section before, though! (I think @Lurkily did it sometimes... where’d he go, too?... all the boys keep disappearing...)

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