Hm...
My original was Brokenshock. I was never a furry, but I liked designing characters. And I named one Shockwave, which is hwhere the shock came from.
I also had a warrior cats oc who’s name was Brokenflame. So I merged them and got Brokenshock. But now I just go by Broken because that’s easier. Also because I’ve grown out of furries. So the Broken has nothing to do with mental health and me as a person. I actually forgot the original meaning and was sitting for a while, then I remembered. I’ve been using Broken and Brokenshock for so long I forgot why I named myself that.