Renio2490

I'd like to address something.

Whenever I get mad... I swear. And sometimes I get mad over little things, WHICH MAKES ME EVEN MORE MAD. I'd most likely try to hurt myself by taking a fist to my knee or forehead, and biting my fingers/arms/hands. I also get upset pretty fast, and when I do, it's the worst part of your day. It's looks like I'm trying to tell people I need someone to talk to, but not verbally. I'll torture myself (by hurting myself in the ways I do mentioned above), until somebody notices me. Usually they don't do anything, ignore me. Sometime I'll bang my head against the way. Whatever way shows people that I'm hurting on the inside (and on the outside), I will do.
It's sorta hard telling people things when I'm upset. When I was little, if I was mad, people would try to talk to me. Get answers out of me. And no, you aren't getting the out of me. ALL YOU ARE GETTING IS "NO", AND MAYBE IT'LL MAKE YOU GO AWAY. I think I used to also throw things around, throw chairs across the room, flip tables- all sorts of things.

So I'm pretty sure I have anger issues. this isn't real, I'm just saying that I'm pretty sure. Not sure, pretty sure. I'm assuming.
And the fact my laptop is mean to me, doesn't help.

(oh yeah and sometimes I think I'm trying to get attention from people, and then I think about the people who have it worse. All that ever went through my head when I was thinking this way would be "I SHOULDN'T BE WANTING ATTENTION!" and it's gets worse the more I think about it. It's not that hard living the life I live, and that's why I hurt myself. Other people have it way worse and I shouldn't be sad, there's no reason to be sad... THERE'S NO REASON TOO SAY I HAVE ANGER ISSUES OR DEPRESSION BECAUSE I JUST WANT ATTENTION!)

okay bye
(I hope I got that out in the right way...)