I want actual friends.
Ones that aren't online, ones that I can see with my eyes. I want friends that understand, I want friends that don't move away. I want friends that help, and can be helped back. I want friends that think about me, and I think about them back. But all I get are regular people, that don't seem to understand. I mean, some just don't understand the difference between pain laughter and happy laughter. I want friends that don't get all upset because I joked about them.
I just want some damn friends that I like. and trust. How hard is it to get someone who knows some common sense, or even understands my problems.
I need some friends that just ok.