Renio2490

The fly waiting for me when I get out of the bath: Hello~
Me: *holds pants* PREPARE FOR BATTLE
THE FLY HAS FLEED THE BATTLE!

(I don't know where that dang fly went, but I hope it died)

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Renio.EXE does not care.

What not to ask me:
Are you (still) hungry?
What you should ask me:
If I make food, will you want some/eat it?

I have no respect for you.

I don "e-gree" with this!

haha
 

nobody talks to me anymore  

why else do you think I left?

My life is like a sketchbook.

Maybe you'd understand this more if you saw my sketchbook.

you're just as sweet as...

unsweetened ketchup

wow oh such art of Prince such yay

I'm scared

heh...
I'm sorry for leaving for a single day.
BUT
I'M GETTING A NEW TV ON TUESDAY (my other one broke and I had my Xbox hooked up to it but now it's hooked up to the main tv until I get my new tv)
also I made some really good progress in Minecraft today

goodnight my friends!
(all my friends are dead)

I'm in a state right now anything you say is going to either:
make me cry
get even more upset

so
don't even try
I'm just

ah that's nice
I haven't followed you yet

I have discovered something:
You guys are sexist?

*crunches mint*
 

I'm having a breakfast "rap"
...at 9:30 pm

how do you eat a plate of mashed potatoes (with gravy and ketchup) and some chicken, then chug a whole glass of water?
The answer- you don't.

I do.

I joined the forums after new years...
so I'm questioning whether or not I was playing Niche in December...
wait...
did I join after Brokenshock joined? Because they joined in December 22nd, 2018, and that's just before Christmas... and I joined on January 2nd... so we joined 11 days apart?

i'm going to sleep

I'd like to address something.

Whenever I get mad... I swear. And sometimes I get mad over little things, WHICH MAKES ME EVEN MORE MAD. I'd most likely try to hurt myself by taking a fist to my knee or forehead, and biting my fingers/arms/hands. I also get upset pretty fast, and when I do, it's the worst part of your day. It's looks like I'm trying to tell people I need someone to talk to, but not verbally. I'll torture myself (by hurting myself in the ways I do mentioned above), until somebody notices me. Usually they don't do anything, ignore me. Sometime I'll bang my head against the way. Whatever way shows people that I'm hurting on the inside (and on the outside), I will do.
It's sorta hard telling people things when I'm upset. When I was little, if I was mad, people would try to talk to me. Get answers out of me. And no, you aren't getting the out of me. ALL YOU ARE GETTING IS "NO", AND MAYBE IT'LL MAKE YOU GO AWAY. I think I used to also throw things around, throw chairs across the room, flip tables- all sorts of things.

So I'm pretty sure I have anger issues. this isn't real, I'm just saying that I'm pretty sure. Not sure, pretty sure. I'm assuming.
And the fact my laptop is mean to me, doesn't help.

(oh yeah and sometimes I think I'm trying to get attention from people, and then I think about the people who have it worse. All that ever went through my head when I was thinking this way would be "I SHOULDN'T BE WANTING ATTENTION!" and it's gets worse the more I think about it. It's not that hard living the life I live, and that's why I hurt myself. Other people have it way worse and I shouldn't be sad, there's no reason to be sad... THERE'S NO REASON TOO SAY I HAVE ANGER ISSUES OR DEPRESSION BECAUSE I JUST WANT ATTENTION!)

okay bye
(I hope I got that out in the right way...)

I need to take a picture right now and put it as my profile picture BuT I cAn'T

Sometimes I hate my mother and sister more than I hate depression...
 

I'm gonna die if I keep making myself laugh by yelling the tunes of Undertale OST

What keeps me alive:
-Thoughts about the very nice people on Stray Fawn Studios that care about me
-My stuffed animals (Grizzy and Graystar)