When you see all the non-binary people online who go by they/them pronouns get upset when they’re called anything else and cant relate
When youre on the very edge of the spectrum between non-binary and female but youre technically non-binary nonetheless but you dont feel real enough to call yourself that
When you know non-binary is technically transgender but you don’t feel like that because nothing really has changed, even though there are moments you wish you could change, just for a while
When you still use she/her pronouns irl, you never had any body dysphoria and you didnt change your name so you feel like you dont ‘blend in’; that you’re just a cis girl trying to be ‘special’
When you doubt yourself even though you know youre right; when you keep attacking yourself for things that you cant help
When youre afraid to come out cuz you think youll get attacked
100% me.
I remember when I was younger, I would always always always pretend to be a boy. I also remember that my parents would always ask if I was trans but I had no idea what that meant (i was younger than 7) so I always said no. I don't really know what I am, but I know that I definitely don't want to be male. There are some moments where I don't really feel like anything really, but I'm kinda too scared to say anything? I do kind of get 'offended' when someone calls me a girl, but at the same time, it's not like they know, and I dont know whether or not I'm anything else, so like...
And then there are times that I sort of feel in between(?) female and non-binary, and it's kind of a weird feeling. There's still nothing about my body that I want to change though, or at least, not completely, or permanently... there are some times I wish I could look or feel a little less female
hard to explain
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Meh
I still have time