im actually crying, this smp had me broken inside, broken emotionally at 10 years old. if i could travel back in time from stopping myself from joining i would, i just wanna be happy.
i know that, im talking about the character, i become overly obsessed with characters fast, and then the person who owns those characters can go chk-chk BAM and kill them off, and most of the time it doesnt affect me this bad, but ive become very attached.
thinking of green as plant life doesnt help, because i think that zix told me this, and you included "not green's flame", so i think of that message, and think of green's flame.
THis situation for me is affecting me at school, art and gym are a struggle, because were seperated into colored teams, and one of them is green, and in art, green is a color, also my classroom has a lot of green.
It wouldnt fit for my character, my character is 10 and doesnt hurt people unless they hurt green, and if green (le character) is ded then killing a character wouldnt fit
I just cant, i can get highly obsessed with fictional characters and the person making them can kill them off after ive become so obsessed with said character, like what green did with... green. So when i got attached to green (the character) it was a while before green killed her off, and i dont know why im obsessed with a cube dog.