roleplaying is hard, my socially anxious brain cant even handle making my pixelated guy walk up to other pixelated guys and say words
and hell, i don't even manage to add a n y t h i n g to the plotline, when i manage to do so
no matter how hard i try, I'm physically unable to stay in character without acting suddenly depressed for no reason or just, not saying anything at all
and the fact that one point in time i was actually good at it
maybe ill just make a character,, who doesn't speak
or maybe i should take a break,