Vivus felt a wave of anger, but not at iris, to the world...to herself. " Do you hate me, Iris? Do you really see me as a friend or just as some company that's here to just... make you feel better, because ' hey, my boyfriend sucks, at least I've got back up!' " she quickly covered her mouth, then her face and groaned in disapproval " I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it! ...That won't change the way you feel." she suddenly had waves of the same vision, over and over and over again. she couldn't bear to look at him, she only held her head and sobbed.