Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 this isn't really for me since I'm more of a side character and a blank slate, so I don't really feel sad, but it's more so for people like eevee. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 I've been really sad ever since green canon died on the minecraft server So sad to the point where i cant sleep at night. People think i'm joking, when im not intending to. i feel hated. I cant even look at the color green without getting sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 Im seeking therapy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 2 minutes ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: I've been really sad ever since green canon died on the minecraft server So sad to the point where i cant sleep at night. People think i'm joking, when im not intending to. i feel hated. I cant even look at the color green without getting sad. oh ok wow this goes really deep. assuming you ARE serious, which I haven't even questioned it up until this point, it's probably best for me to still assume that you are. with that out of the way, lets get to number 2, a new problem has arisen with colors themselves bringing sadness. so I have a question, what types of green bring you sad? Just now, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: Im seeking therapy YES YES YES YES EYS YES YES! I know you feel really sad but for me to know you're getting help makes me really happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 Just now, Zixvir said: oh ok wow this goes really deep. assuming you ARE serious, which I haven't even questioned it up until this point, it's probably best for me to still assume that you are. with that out of the way, lets get to number 2, a new problem has arisen with colors themselves bringing sadness. so I have a question, what types of green bring you sad? YES YES YES YES EYS YES YES! I know you feel really sad but for me to know you're getting help makes me really happy. Light ones mostly, cause green colors remind me of green the character and it makes me sad because my favorite character of the smp diedand lighter ones were on greens mc skin and now that the character isnt alive it makes me sad. My mom is getting me a therapist Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 Just now, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: Light ones mostly, cause green colors remind me of green the character and it makes me sad because my favorite character of the smp diedand lighter ones were on greens mc skin and now that the character isnt alive it makes me sad. My mom is getting me a therapist that's good. so for colors, try to imagine C!green as a character, and that color as a flame and when YOU see green imagine green plant life, not green's flame. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 10 minutes ago, Zixvir said: that's good. so for colors, try to imagine C!green as a character, and that color as a flame and when YOU see green imagine green plant life, not green's flame. ok, i'll try that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 And i also extremely hate polly 1. She annoys me persistently 2. She was the one who took green's first 2 lives 3. She always thinks i'm joking. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Modiano Urania Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 18 minutes ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: And i also extremely hate polly 1. She annoys me persistently 2. She was the one who took green's first 2 lives 3. She always thinks i'm joking. Separation of the person and character. By this logic I'm your mother and aunt at the same time. Polly didn't kill Green irl, they are 2 different people. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 Just now, Modiano said: Separation of the person and character. By this logic I'm your mother and aunt at the same time. Polly didn't kill Green irl, they are 2 different people. The person annoys me and always thinks i'm joking, and the character killed green 2 times Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Modiano Urania Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 Just now, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: The person annoys me and always thinks i'm joking, and the character killed green 2 times You are hurting, I get that. But remember that the real Green, the one you know, is alive and well. And she cares about you, i care about you, Zixvir cares about you, so many others do! I cannot know how you are feeling, but I'm here for you. Always. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 5 minutes ago, Modiano said: You are hurting, I get that. But remember that the real Green, the one you know, is alive and well. And she cares about you, i care about you, Zixvir cares about you, so many others do! I cannot know how you are feeling, but I'm here for you. Always. awwww, thank you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 I feel lonely. I can't go on the smp because i get sad and unintentionally make people feel uncomfortable. and nobody is online on other games i play. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Modiano Urania Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 12 hours ago, Zixvir said: this isn't really for me since I'm more of a side character and a blank slate, so I don't really feel sad, but it's more so for people like eevee. Zix what the heck don't call yourself a side character 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 2 hours ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: And i also extremely hate polly 1. She annoys me persistently 2. She was the one who took green's first 2 lives 3. She always thinks i'm joking. honestly it's kinda hard for me to tell that you're not joking so I can see why. just as you're not trying to joke around polly isn't trying to misunderstand. That being said, she did try and tell you to makea vent post. Now everything is clearing up though so I'm not sure of the state of things. 55 minutes ago, Modiano said: Zix what the heck don't call yourself a side character hmmmm... ok I'll try. 1 hour ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: I feel lonely. I can't go on the smp because i get sad and unintentionally make people feel uncomfortable. and nobody is online on other games i play. hmmmm... well I don't really have a solution so here listen to this music and vibe: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 Im gonna be a mess forever because if i revive green, she'll be twisted from purgatory, and if i use magic to turn her into wholesome bean, she'll be traumatised. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 1 minute ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: Im gonna be a mess forever because if i revive green, she'll be twisted from purgatory, and if i use magic to turn her into wholesome bean, she'll be traumatised. also i mean the character Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 10 minutes ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: Im gonna be a mess forever because if i revive green, she'll be twisted from purgatory, and if i use magic to turn her into wholesome bean, she'll be traumatised. use therapy on green. quite simple Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 16 minutes ago, Zixvir said: use therapy on green. quite simple i meant le character Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 3 minutes ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: i meant le character you do know that no one else is this sad about SFS smp right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 3 minutes ago, Zixvir said: you do know that no one else is this sad about SFS smp right? yea... I wasn't mentally stable before the smp. I had anxiety Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 43 minutes ago, NotEpicEeveeGaming said: yea... I wasn't mentally stable before the smp. I had anxiety everyone has anxiety just different levels. so you are deppresed because of this. well try to seperate yourself from your character. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MATTRESS Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 tbh- I'm really done with this all I wanted was eevee to stop making jokes about mental heath and when I tell him he says that he is not... you may not think you are!! but you are. so please, stop. it's fine if you wanna vent just please iteoydor7l I'm gonna go now for a bit- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zixvir Posted September 3, 2021 Author Share Posted September 3, 2021 2 minutes ago, Strawberry said: tbh- I'm really done with this all I wanted was eevee to stop making jokes about mental heath and when I tell him he says that he is not... you may not think you are!! but you are. so please, stop. it's fine if you wanna vent just please iteoydor7l I'm gonna go now for a bit- well eevee won't be having any more of this on the main page and only on here or places where it makes sense to vent, so you won't have to worry. I don't really see these as jokes about mental health but rather as eevee thinking in the mind of his character. so the 2 options are for eevee to become different, or eevee's character to become different Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eebee Posted September 3, 2021 Share Posted September 3, 2021 32 minutes ago, Zixvir said: everyone has anxiety just different levels. so you are deppresed because of this. well try to seperate yourself from your character. I just cant, i can get highly obsessed with fictional characters and the person making them can kill them off after ive become so obsessed with said character, like what green did with... green. So when i got attached to green (the character) it was a while before green killed her off, and i dont know why im obsessed with a cube dog. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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