Aether Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 7 hours ago, Renio2490 said: ... The night is not darker than the flowers. I sing to distract my mind from the death. The death of friends. The death of the flowers. The death of my hope. For when the tree drops acorns, reminds me of my family. My grandchild. Her paws fit to crack those acorns open. When the flowers wilt, it reminds me of Princess. Love in heart. Cold and dark on the outside. Every time I see others, it reminds me of them. The ones who got rid of me. I need friends. I sing to distract my mind from death. The death of friends. The death of flowers. The death of my hope. Dragon Tear makes me cry. Ossen makes me run away. Stalindog, Adam 2.0 and Poop only make me want to claw my eyes out. Bonala only deepens my cry. Refi is wasting his time. Prism perhaps is good. Shade is fine. I can't. The death. Let me delete this. I don't want to suffer. Letting my members down. They must be bored. They should leave. I AM WORTH NOTHING. I don't know how to sing. I lied. The world is dark. -Prince To everyone, from Renio, Prince is depressed because Prince is my Nichesona even though I am a girl. I am depressed. Prince will act how I feel. This is my way of being a Nicheling. Prince wants friends because I am lonely. I spent an hour writing this. It probably wasn't worth it. Have you heard that song 'in my blood'? I was once there. I couldn't stop thinking about death, and I cried and cried. I couldn't go to sleep. It will get better, I promise 💕💕! Here is a great tip: Keep doing what your doing. Ignore the h8ters (check this video out for a good way to do so: Video) And most importantly, Love yourself Hey now I feel like sharing a bit of my backstory: I was bullied for being sick.... SICK.... it was so bad nobody even wanted to touch me or be near me. I also heard the source of the problem GOSSIP about me. I got through it my philosophy is: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Also nice poem. Nice Haiku I write to you. Keep up the good work. I have no idea why I suddenly spoke in a haiku. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jojo Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 11 hours ago, Renio2490 said: Thank you! I know you don't know what to say. It's fine. Why I'm sad? Depression hit. It just slapped me. Randomly. Hey. People from the forums are better friends than my real life friends. We are here for you! You are worth it! You are a lovely person! You can do what ever you set your mind on 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 7 hours ago, Aetherskye said: Have you heard that song 'in my blood'? Nope. I just made it up. I'm sick too. Once I put dirty mud water in my mouth from the road. 7 hours ago! Frick sometimes I feel like when I go to bed people immediately quote me or reply. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 Thank you! It's sad because I haven't told anyone about my depression but the people here. And I'm probably getting more support here from people ACROSS THE WORLD! I really do appreciate it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bostonlobstah Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 *hugs* -Bostonlobstah 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 Thank you! I love hugs! -Prince 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bostonlobstah Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 Just saw this in the school's hallway this morning! X,D 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 At first I didn't get it. Try Embracing YOU Self Worth. Try Embracing Proofreading. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 9 hours ago, Aetherskye said: To everyone, from Renio, Prince is depressed because Prince is my Nichesona even though I am a girl. I am depressed. Prince will act how I feel. This is my way of being a Nicheling. Prince wants friends because I am lonely. You can get through it. I know you can. Rosecrown knows it too 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 It's beautiful. I made Prince happy because. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 And you remember what I said. HAPPY! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
georgie Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 1 hour ago, Lilytuft said: You can get through it. I know you can. Rosecrown knows it too (yes. I shall also art.) prince, please know that you are a gorgeous creature who will be able to do so many things. we all love you, and so do I! ❤️ -lala 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 Please stop making me art. I don't deserve it. Thank you. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aether Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 25 minutes ago, Renio2490 said: Please stop making me art. I don't deserve it. Thank you. Whoops. I made prince art >.< but I will share it no matter what cuz... (I didn’t make it for this reason. In fact I started it before) 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 I didn't really mean it. I just mean all the art is beautiful. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sky Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 3 hours ago, Renio2490 said: Please stop making me art. I don't deserve it. Thank you. I was going to be a rebel and draw you art anyways but then I had an even greater idea! I took pictures of my dog! And I can tell you a bit about him! And his cute adorable face will cheer you up! (His name is Jack and he's 3, btw.) ^Him looking at me wondering what in the world I'm doing with my glare-maker (you know how shiny stuff will make a 'glare' where it reflects light ontot he walls? He loves chasing those. He's smart enough to know what we use to make the Glare. ^Jack with his torn up Shark. He used to tear up his toys in half an hour and we'd have to give him super durable toys that lasted only a bit longer. Then suddenly he stopped tearing stuff and we can give him cheap clearance toys and they'll last months before they rip. And they only rip because we played tug o war with them. ^I smushed the camera to his nose and he's annoyed. Heheh 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 AWW! I wanna pet him... I would give you pictures of my dog but I can't. She's laying right next to me. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aether Posted March 22, 2019 Share Posted March 22, 2019 Fun fact: You cannot have enough Fluff (Unless your allergic) 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 22, 2019 Author Share Posted March 22, 2019 HAHA! ALLERGIC!? I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ANIMAL! Well, maybe not all of them. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
georgie Posted March 23, 2019 Share Posted March 23, 2019 here is a big boi 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted March 23, 2019 Share Posted March 23, 2019 On 9 de febrero de 2019 at 11:23 AM, Renio2490 said: Enemies: -Adam 2.0 Why am I an enemy, are you trying to invade my island? I thought we where allies. -Adam Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 23, 2019 Author Share Posted March 23, 2019 Invade?! ARE YOU CRAZY!? -Prince Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 23, 2019 Author Share Posted March 23, 2019 I have made a flag. -Prince Every good group needs a flag, right? 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Goggles-kun Posted March 23, 2019 Share Posted March 23, 2019 Hey! Just saw your post now smh I was on last night why didn’t I see it?, so this may be a little invalid as of now but... I know what you and Prince are going through; I’m actually demotivated and depressed in some ways too. Since October I’ve lost a family member who was very dear to me, and it left a mark on who I am today. I never really opened up about it until in December, but I’m proud that you’re strong enough to admit to it too. Never forget that we’re all here to help you when you need it the most 💕 Oh, and since I barely woke up, I can’t do a picture of Prince but you can have a picture of some cute dogs. (I collect pictures of puppies on my free time...) 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio2490 Posted March 23, 2019 Author Share Posted March 23, 2019 Thank you! The puppies are very cute. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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