Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Posted May 13, 2019 I never understood the banality of evil on an emotional level. Until today. I'm probably supposed to feel nervous or something. You'd think the most important tests of your school life would have anything special to them, but oh no. It's just a disturbingly normal day
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 Is that what I signed for? What did I sign up for? Anyhow, German was today, English tomorrow and Maths on Wednesday. Didn't gun for Latin
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 My parents are more nervous than me. How is this life? Some years ago I would have had a mental breakdown. It's like my fear-center just went "Nope. I'm out. Nothing to see here, move along.", "If I believe this isn't happening, it isn't", "reality is just a dreeaaam".
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 Also, I wrote a 960 word .... speech on mandatory vaccination. To an ethics committee. The ethics committee. This is worse than the last prompt where I had to pretend to be some philosophy graduate and randomly (I shit you not) held a speech. About time. Who does that. Why would you do that
Jojo Posted May 13, 2019 Posted May 13, 2019 Not quite sure if you are philosphing (I am pretty sure that is not a word) about your fearlessness or if you are debating wether or not you are a sociopath. Whatever I am in. I have had my drivers licence for half a year now and I still can't believe it sometimes that I have it (when I am driving around in a car I think well I can't believe it) 1
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 28 minutes ago, Gandalf said: Not quite sure if you are philosphing (I am pretty sure that is not a word) about your fearlessness or if you are debating wether or not you are a sociopath. Whatever I am in. I have had my drivers licence for half a year now and I still can't believe it sometimes that I have it (when I am driving around in a car I think well I can't believe it) I should hope that I'm not going to catch the family curse and end up like that... It's just blatant denial to a very weird extent. I'm not even the denial type. You don't seem it, either. But how do you spend years fretting about something, and then. And then... I don't even. I'll probably be dead after the fact or something. Heart attack. Very Sad. 1
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 Here lies spacecat, who after not sleeping for a week decided it was a good idea to drink more coffee than she has blood. Again. It's just natural selection (My uncle, probably) 1
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 And a thing I would do. Or did. Really thought I'd have a heart attack and die. Never knew I needed a coffee trauma in my life before that. But I'll still love u 😘 (by consuming your soul, hellbrew)
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 13, 2019 Author Posted May 13, 2019 I bet that you didn't notice my rambling madly when sleep deprived. At least there are two people here who's skill I'll never match
Jojo Posted May 13, 2019 Posted May 13, 2019 5 hours ago, randomspacecat said: I should hope that I'm not going to catch the family curse and end up like that... It's just blatant denial to a very weird extent. I'm not even the denial type. You don't seem it, either. But how do you spend years fretting about something, and then. And then... I don't even. I'll probably be dead after the fact or something. Heart attack. Very Sad. Yes that is very weird indeed. I mean I know the feeling. Not sure what more to add. Not in a weird rambly mood right now XD 1
Spacestar TheThundersuncat Posted May 15, 2019 Author Posted May 15, 2019 Yay! I survived the written Matura! Still some hard tests next week, though. And deadlines. But the oral exams? are in June 1
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