Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 As I cower in fear, probably the most safe place I know, waiting to be killed, I barely sleep in the heat of the night. i am waiting for somebody to come rob me and kill me. Usually I fall asleep before now, but this has been a long, fearful time awake and I do not dare sleep. My eyes do not blink, I lay down, taking in the intense heat beneath me. That seems to also keep me awake. For without a fateful a companion, even if it a barely fateful cat laying by my feet, I feel content. But now, I am alone, and no one with help me. I have a life to do tomorrow, so it is not too well I do not sleep before the moon climbs into the middle of the sky. Midnight is not far away from this time, though, and I feel like I’m watching for something invisible. I am scared, not of the dark, but of myself. that may be why I cannot fall down to the nights pull against my eyes. The fear of myself, and what my wretched mind might think will be out there haunts me, giving me no choice but to jump at every shadow and noise. fearful, I am. Not even the none existent can help me now. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 The drop of sanity I had left me long ago- I seek companionship, now, and I find none of it. I fear the day I no longer can bare thinking about how useless this is. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 No, no, I should just accept tomorrow will be miserable. After all, perhaps I should enjoy myself before dying a bit more. But I feel regret and guilt in not trying, but everytime I do, it simply leads back to one thing: help. No one helps. This dog might, though. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 I’m scared. I’m always scared. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 2 hours ago, alex602h/Sting-tail drake said: Do you need anyone to talk to? If so... I am not gonna be that person! Just kidding (stupid joke...)! If you want to talk to anyone, you can talk to me!❤️ thank you for ultimately wasting your precious seconds trying to help me a bit. yes, I will take that offer into consideration. Do visit under my rock again, would you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 You're a precious bean that must be protected at all costs. If you need protection from loneliness, I'll propaly be on the forums for most of tomorrow and the following weekend. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 Just now, Just normal Lilytuft said: You're a precious bean that must be protected at all costs. If you need protection from loneliness, I'll propaly be on the forums for most of tomorrow and the following weekend. … thank you I don't know what else I should say, or if you mean this butThank you 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 2 minutes ago, Renio said: … thank you I don't know what else I should say, or if you mean this butThank you I don't know why, but for some reason I just care for you. I'm like "This child needs to be kept safe!". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 Just now, Just normal Lilytuft said: I don't know why, but for some reason I just care for you. I'm like "This child needs to be kept safe!". I suppose... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 Just now, Renio said: I suppose... And I don't mean to call you childish. Just precious. (If I'm making you uncomfortable, let me know) You can talk to me anytime. Even if I'm not on the forums, I'll respond as soon as I see it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 1 minute ago, Just normal Lilytuft said: And I don't mean to call you childish. Just precious. I guess what I'm trying to say is that you are a fren Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 I really want to draw but I absolutely know that Ill have nothing to draw... and my ipad is dead. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 2 minutes ago, Renio said: I really want to draw but I absolutely know that Ill have nothing to draw... and my ipad is dead. Do you have paper? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 Just now, Just normal Lilytuft said: Do you have paper? yes... my ipad is dead. I cant show people it if its dead i'll just go and plug it in instead of being lazy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 Just now, Renio said: yes... my ipad is dead. I cant show people it if its dead i'll just go and plug it in instead of being lazy Oh okay. At least you aren't out of paper. Being out of paper is the worst. Also it's a good thing legs exist and my guess is that yours are still intact Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 1 minute ago, Just normal Lilytuft said: Oh okay. At least you aren't out of paper. Being out of paper is the worst. Also it's a good thing legs exist and my guess is that yours are still intact I barely used my legs 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 So, what do you plan on drawing? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 (Why am I talking like this? Why can't I just for normal sentences?) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 1 minute ago, Just normal Lilytuft said: So, what do you plan on drawing? I don't know. I just want to draw. can I draw something for you? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 Just now, Renio said: I don't know. I just want to draw. can I draw something for you? Of course! Maybe one of these kitties? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 31 minutes ago, Just normal Lilytuft said: Of course! Maybe one of these kitties? I feel like these cats are warrior cats darkstripe, mousewhisker/hazeltail, sandstorm, firestar, cinderpelt, barley, and brambleclaw 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 does anyone want to play roblox with me? my username is Renie2590 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilytuft Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 21 minutes ago, Renio said: I feel like these cats are warrior cats darkstripe, mousewhisker/hazeltail, sandstorm, firestar, cinderpelt, barley, and brambleclaw I never tought of it that way but it's kinda fun and they do look like those characters. I actually tought of darkstripe when designing Brackenpaw. Reedpaw was always like that. Mosspaw was the result of my friend mixing up both Brackenpaw's name and design. I still don't know how she did it, but i guess she got the coloration from Brackenfur and then forgot wether it was Sammal (moss) or Saniainen (Bracken). Sunpaw is a random wholesome boi created far after the rp these characters were originally for. Pebblepaw was originally someone's literal female Jayfeather with a different design. Yes, her name was Jayfeather. Birchpaw was originally Winterpaw but cats don't know the word winter so I changed it. Next to him is Nettlepaw. Both of these characters are older than the rp and owned by the same friend I mentioned earlier. If I remember correctly, they were gay. These are some Riverclan apprentices from Thorns (I will propably die of old age before even the prologue is done XD) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 you all should know by now that I am 10, but I don't act like it. I don't think I do. I mean, normal 10 year-olds probably wouldn't even have an email or steam account or even a laptop. and if they did, they probably wouldn't have niche. Like, everyone in my grade barely knows what undertale is. The heck?! I thought undertale was everywhere! anyway, don't think of me as a ten year-old. I don't really like, because it gives me a sense of that everyone is better than me and will judge me because "why are you here your a baby" no I'm not, you dare oppose me mortal 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renio Posted February 27, 2020 Share Posted February 27, 2020 I love this so much 1 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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