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CanDLinkZz

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  1. 6 hours ago, Applesauce said:

    I've been wondering this for a while and now that this thread has been revived - is it possible to be sexaully actrated to one side of the gender spectrum and romanticly actrated to the other at once? 

    My sister suspects that this is happening to her. I mean, I dont really see how it wouldnt be possible, but like, idk

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  2. When you see all the non-binary people online who go by they/them pronouns get upset when they’re called anything else and cant relate

    When youre on the very edge of the spectrum between non-binary and female but youre technically non-binary nonetheless but you dont feel real enough to call yourself that

    When you know non-binary is technically transgender but you don’t feel like that because nothing really has changed, even though there are moments you wish you could change, just for a while

    When you still use she/her pronouns irl, you never had any body dysphoria and you didnt change your name so you feel like you dont ‘blend in’; that you’re just a cis girl trying to be ‘special’

    When you doubt yourself even though you know youre right; when you keep attacking yourself for things that you cant help

    When youre afraid to come out cuz you think youll get attacked

    100% me.

     

    I remember when I was younger, I would always always always pretend to be a boy. I also remember that my parents would always ask if I was trans but I had no idea what that meant (i was younger than 7) so I always said no. I don't really know what I am, but I know that I definitely don't want to be male. There are some moments where I don't really feel like anything really, but I'm kinda too scared to say anything? I do kind of get 'offended' when someone calls me a girl, but at the same time, it's not like they know, and I dont know whether or not I'm anything else, so like...
    And then there are times that I sort of feel in between(?) female and non-binary, and it's kind of a weird feeling. There's still nothing about my body that I want to change though, or at least, not completely, or permanently... there are some times I wish I could look or feel a little less female

    hard to explain

    hhhh

    Meh

    I still have time

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  3. Not exactly what I want to be rn, but I remember when I was younger, I would always say 'doctor' because at that time, no one gave me any other 'options', even though I knew that it wasn't what I wanted to be. I literally did not know what else there was for me to be.

    heh

    Iwannabeawriter,perhapsagamedesigner,orascriptwriteratleast,andillobviouslystilldoartontheside,butallofthatmightchangeintheblinkofaneyebecauseimstillonlytwelveandidkifmyhobbieswillstaythesame,butatthispointimsofarinthatit'smostlikely

    I just wanted to make that hard to read for no particular reason

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  4. Ah

    Being somewhere alone.

    It seems to have recently amplified, so now I cant listen to plain music anymore and I need to hear someone properly speaking, voice acting, whatever. I also need to have someone a couple rooms away or in the same room as me. I can't be in public alone, either.

  5. On 6/20/2020 at 10:15 PM, A A A A A A said:

    FNAF

    Pretty sure most of my drawings that done at night is FNAF

    It's my comfort fandom

    relateable

    Oh, and Undertale.

    And sometimes, like, 

     

     

    i just forgot what i was gonna write

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  6. lATE AT NIGHT OR EARLY IN THE MORNING

    i wrote that in caps by accident but im keeping it in cuz its funny

    Late at night or early in the morning, (more likely early in the morning,) I tend to draw a bunch of things that remind me of specific people with certain colours that I associate them with. Like, blue, purple, and light blue feathers and planets for my best friend at school, little cat sketches for my best friend out of school, light blue griffins for my other best friend who used to come to our school, blue dolphins for my sister, stuff like that.

    Sometimes I'll work on things that I've been meaning to do or have already started, more often than not the sketched which are the only things I can really do with the weird lighting from my lamp when I'm sitting on my bed. And also because they're easy to pick up spontaneously compared to getting out all of my pencils for coloured things.

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