Sometimes I wonder "What is my purpose of existing?" Heck, i am right now. Is it to teach others a lesson? To teach others to not get yourself caught up in bull crap? To not talk to people you don't know or to get attached to them? I lost contact with my online best friend! I have no way to speak to her! Now i'm just ticked off at the universe gosh darn it!!! What the heck do you want me to do, God???? Huh???!!! What do i have to do to get my friend back??