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i realise that this was my 99th post let us celebrate this moment

I am terrified of loud noises I dont know when it started or why but ever since i was tiny ive always hated, hated loud sounds. flashing lights flashing lights are worse because i dont see them as often do your eyes adjust quicker to the light or to the dark? cause i will always have my lamp on the lowest light and it will be facing away from me i miss my old lamp it had a lower light setting but i will start screaming if someone else screams i start crying because thunder and light and loud and yeah

cookies are cool gaming is also cool gamingcookie is better than both and thats saying something coming from me this was my hundredth post meh 99 is better

gamingcookie heh noice

I I still choose to sit on the floor I cross one leg, and the other foot I place on the ground so my knee is by my chest and I put my arm on my knee and it's comfortable. I even do this while I'm sitting on chairs. But most of the time, I'm sitting up against the wall, so both of my knees are up to my chest. Or, almost, because I might be eating or something and it's inconvenient.

And I need to go to sleep because parents. Sooo uh Gnight 🙃

yuh know, having conversations with people while they're online is great.

And this is very true. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE okayimfinenowmaybeithinkihopeprobablynot

I don't even think my mum noticed me leaving. The girl probably said something, right?

A random memory that no one cares about because I was incredibly small:: I was back at our smol child home, in the lounge room at the front of the house with my mum because my sister had friends over and she wanted to keep an eye on me. I was trying to get past the baby gate that separated me from the world outside my confinement, otherwise known as the rest of the house, when a girl walks up to the gate and opens it... she's careful not to hit me, but I stay in front of it. She manages to ease past me, but I stumble through the opening before she shuts it... and I can't remember what happened next. So convenient.

Creepy visual memory; can relate to that Getting lost is harder than expected; I remember the streets from my smol child home, and we lived there when i was halfway through grade 1, i am now in year 7. Went from faceblind to reading expressions better than 90% of the population; I'm still creeped out by this fact. Useless passive facts; ... will none of my friends know the glory?

I used to, though I would have happily found something like that to take advantage of a couple years ago

That I love that Wish I could do something like that but I don't have the heart to anymore XD

Interesting. I'm obnoxious when I'm comfortable I guess. My friends -- or, well, some of them -- start it and I end up joining in... occasionally...

(it's criticism!) =^w^=

--anything, really. obviously no obligation to post here, just learning more about yourself and other people i guess. dont ask why i decided to post this, cause i have no idea. just felt like it i guess. First thing about myself; I find it incredibly difficult to talk to people significantly older or younger than myself unless it's someone I know well and am familiar with. Although, when it comes to, like, baby/toddlers, I work extremely well. I can talk to people really easily, I just have major trust issues down the line, and don't really talk too much with the people I don't know too well. Even the friends that I hang out with -- some of them I just can't find it in myself to talk to comfortably, but I still enjoy their company I guess. Maybe it's just because I'm functionally a Scorpio. Relate to other people, relate to yourself, find creepy connections with other people, find creepy realisations about yourself, and be social. Online. Cause we can't go outside.

I mean, what qualifies as 'girly stuff'? It doesn't necessarily have to depend on what you like or dislike, right? It's like how some girls get annoyed that superhero toys end up in the 'boys section' and how some guys are annoyed that dolls and cute stuffed animals generally end up in the 'girls section'. And there's no 'non-binary' section in any of the toy stores I know. To be honest, how is gender relevant at all? Like, your gender doesn't effect your sexuality or your general personality, does it? I don't know. not being rude... sorry if that's what it sounds like

my handwriting though i want to keep being productive help i need something to do

maybe i will. maybe im already doing that. maybe im doing that just by existing. Jk, jk or am i?

I also drew the mangle i made the mangle plushie

I drew the bean i gave the bean floof

Mangle I shall do-- OHHHH HEY I USED TO LOVE DRAWING MANGLE how come i only remember this now Fave animatronic right there um i dont know what this has turned into

Nother thing (when I get annoyed by shadow)

All of the things I've drawn on here have been so different i feel like several different people have drawn them but i know that i did it myself or did i...

Now I don’t know if I’m okay.