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15 minutes ago, ImpyFawn10 said:

Lightsun evolved! (She's still an apprentice)

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Awesome! (My luxio is already a luxray.)

I need the tyrunt eggs to hatch before I can send them to you.

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  • Aether changed the title to Aetherskye’s threadhome | Now with 100% more memes!
hey, now it’s time to explain my (kinda) depressing side of life with songs
 
exhibit A: Because of you.
 
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
i will not make the same mistakes past me did.

I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
really same thing here. 

I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
this is anger issues. Do I really need to explain this further?
 
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because I am afraid of things that could hurt me physically or mentally. I kinda feel like I am missing out on life but it’s kinda irrational and extreme

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
i was bullied and because of that probably have paranoia of other people. I also can’t trust myself to get into a position of power and not go onto a powertrip 

Because of you
I am afraid
like above 
 
I lose my way
yeah, definitely lost my way in life

And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
>Well it’s not really a smile it’s more like emotion suppression from my ADHD meds which help with my anger issues/ emotion issues... but also make me flat emotioned

My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
>When FF unfriended me by heart broke and never really healed...
 
[Chorus]

Because of you
I am afraid
(already done.)
 
[The following isn’t really that relevant except the fact that it is possibly about trauma. But I haven’t had anyone in my family close to me
die.
I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known
Better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same dang thing
 
[Chorus]
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
>Repressed memories

Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
>This one hits hard. I only have 2 people really close to me. My best friend and evil Aether... which is sad since one is me.

Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
Because it's empty
>Like in the chorus. Also when I do get angry I feel guilt and it is hard.

Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
>Already done.
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Mom: “Seems like you just want someone to blame.”

 

me: “no I just want everyone to know they have a role in my deteriorating mental health.”

(except you guys, you guys cool.)

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